littlebirrd

so… i guess i havn’t properly introduced myself in this blog of mine. i was an art major.. so please excuse my lack of grammar and spelling skills. lets see here.. i’m a 23 year old graphic designer with absolutely no idea what i’m doing with my life. i’m a lot of things. i’m a sister, a daughter, an artist, a lover, an optimist as well as a pessimist, a go getter, a night owl, a speed racer, a music lover, a burner, a fashionista, a photographer, and a thinker… just to name a few. i began littlebirrd as an outlet for my style, artistic eye & ear, and random thoughts. i don’t write publicly often so this may be one of few actual entries. over the past year or so i’ve learned a lot about expectations, and a lot about being let down. i’ve been through the good, great, bad and ugly. with the new year i hope to bring a new meaning to my life. something i have yet to discover. and for those of you who know me, you know i’m always up for an adventure. 

i’m at a point in my life where everything is supposed to come together, as it has career wise, but for some reason all the different aspects of my life and myself are barely sticking to one another as though they are held together with some sort of half ass double sided tape, (my graphic designers out there know what im talking about). i’m desperately seeking to find that one thing to get me excited, passionate, and uncontrollably intoxicated. every now and then i feel the sensation coming over me.. but i never quite get to the point of true fulfillment. its this thing… called living… that fucks with you. 

life.. its a funny thing. one second everything will be clear as day and everything makes perfect sense. and then ALL OF A SUDDEN… every aspect of life is shattered. nothing matters.. no one cares.. no one understands. then the following day you’ll meet someone or learn something new or see a beautiful sunset that reminds you that everything will be ok. every second is a truly spectacular moment in and of itself. it’s all a roller coaster. did i mention how much i love those damn things? 

i want this blog to inspire as well as provide some nice eye candy. i hope the things i enjoy looking at are things others will enjoy as well. i just want my place somewhere in this virtual world we all have come to live in.. that isn’t on facebook. i don’t want everything in my life to be about social networking. i’d like my personality to be reflected somewhere online that is irrelevant to the ‘working’ world. somewhere i don’t have to worry about what others will think. this will be my space, my space to show who i am and what i like. so… ENJOY! 

until the next time..

E